possible not to get any C+ for this semester not? praying to every god, hoping miss lady luck loves me, in a sudden panic, i've converted into a temporary believer of all faiths.

and yet, the rest is still up to me. 11 days to exams. shit. never been so dead. my slacking has resulted in my own grave being dug. my mum will so haunt me if i get lousy results. but most importantly, i would have let myself down.

spewing profanities, at myself. too late for redemption, just desperately trying to salvage the situation. please just let me get all B+!!!!

amen. thank you.